So I had a long post drafted for today about my schedule, but now I just wonder if I can even do this at all. The swim today was hard, and I felt pretty crap while in the middle of it, but after finishing I felt great. I made it to the pool and I swam, maybe not well, but I swam. And now my arms and shoulders feel like they've worked.
But I came home to the usual money worries. Things are so tight, I just don't see how I can do this at all. Even if I race on my mountain bike, I will need a tune-up and smooth tyres, a punture kit, tools, inner tubes. I need to pay for the swimming pool. I need a swimming hat and cycling shorts. And I need time. I just. can't. see. how. I. can. do. this.
